Letter To Her

I reread your letter and try to write back,

But the paper stays empty my mind mentally trapped.

There’s not enough room not enough space for my words,

To try to get through all the thoughts that still churn,

I wake up each day and I can’t help but question,

This wonderful God for all of my blessings.

You are the thing that I question the most,

Baby girl is this real or are you merely a ghost.

My prayers have been answered I’ve finally found my way,

My love only doubles with each breathe that I take.

With each passing day Im always thinking about you,

Enjoying the memories that I have of us two.

Each one I hold special because it is you I hold dear,

You are my only motivation through you there’s no fear.

You are my light in darkness on the darkest of days,

So when those days finally come; God please make her stay.

I only want you your the family I have,

The future I see; every day good or bad.

One day I see children and you as my wife,

And there will always be struggle that we have to fight.

When all’s said and done the one thing you should know,

Is that you can lean onto me i will not let you go.

I love you more than any of these words can explain,

I will keep trying to prove it because you’re worth all the numbness and pain.