To You

Hello love!

I got to know you are not well. I got to know you are thinking to buy a blade from the shop, staring at the fan on the ceiling, making rounds in the kitchen to get the knife, going on the terrace, looking in the river or the sea, trying to overdose with those sleeping pills. C'mon love stop looking at those veins! Stop it! Now!

Let me tell you something, incidences from your past. Do you remember all those times when you got sick - cold, cough, fever, injuries, sometimes fractures, operations and serious illnesses?

Do you remember who was with you? Hmmmmm.... Your mother? She must be but.....for every single moment? I guess the answer is negative? Then who was?

Your soul.

Everytime your body went through pain, your soul was there for you. Every moment it was there, with you and only you. It hoped for you to get well. It hanged on there for you to recover.

Now its time for your body to be there for your soul. Give it time. It will heal, don't worry. It needs you! Don't give up buddy! It will take time the way your body did. Don't disown your soul. Be the shelter it wants you to be. A little more time and it would get better. Pray for your soul the way you prayed for your body. Stop looking at those veins with wrong intentions. Stop going on the terrace with wrong intentions. Stop doing those things. Stop thinking those things, it scares your soul.

Your soul was there for your body.

Its time for your body to be there for soul.

Hang in there soul!

Hang in there love!

Always!

From

Me

- Adin

1 November 2019