BIG LUSH

I’m such a lush

When I’m around

You or hear the sound

Of your voice

As it vibrates off my

Eardrums I drink you

In like a slow acting poison

intoxicating my soul

It’s never enough to kill

Me just the right Dosage

That keeps the fires burning

Bright a constant tingling

That halt me to a stand still

Then downward dog like a

Submissive little puppy on

My knees until there bloody

Red with cloudy forecast

Of dripping water from

my eyes encasing these moments in stone but wild anticipation

Speeds up my heart

driving me to take another

Sip each day that will

brings me closer to an

almost death stage it pacifier”s

My well temper hunger pains

That only you can satisfy

Speak to me ,speak to me ,

Just once more so I

Can feel the burning on

My skin that gives me

Pain and pleasure all

At once while the wind

snaps behind me and my

bones crackles for your

Sweet juices of intentional

devotion an In dubious

High that forces me to bend over

Backwards and touch the sky

all at once it’s like a fine spell

that you’ve spoken into existence

That holds me forever locked

In your grasp

Mya 11/04/19