Getting out of bed

This past year has served me shit on a silver platter.

My ex husband abandoned our children. No contact whatsoever. My oldest son was arrested, and will be tried soon to determine his sentence. Another son tried to commit suicide twice. AND my daughter told me she had been sexually molested for years.

SHIT!

As a mother, the only parent, I have to be strong for my children. They worry when they see me getting depressed.

...."you never know how strong you are, until being strong is your only choice".

I have never felt so weak in my life!

Getting out of bed each day... going to work each morning.... coming home....cooking meals... Is the strongest thing I can do.

I may have been served shit, but once that platter gets cleaned, it will be worth a lot!