Many faces looking down on me

Laying in my bed I see the faces of many strangers people that should love me but who are they really ?

They are so quick to judge and quick to dismiss anything I have to say .

Should I just close my eyes and never look at anyone or anything again .

Should I just disappear for real since to the faces I'm already gone .

Round and round my head spins within trying to understand why I'm not loved by faces around me .

Is it because your ashamed of me ?

I don't understand but this I will say

I'm not gone I'm here still do what you want but I'm not going anywhere anytime soon !

The faces will have to endure me because I'm stubborn and don't ever give up !

I'm more determined to be who I am for every bad thing said about me I have two good things to say back !

Your negativity is going nowhere only increases my positivity now .

Why so many faces that I love totally abandon me ?

I have no answers but I think it's because I'm different from most .

I love always and I'd rather hug than fight .

If I'm different ok so what I am still me.

That's all that truly matters .