A Heartfelt Unknown

I always wondered what it would be like to be loved.

Sitting, pacing, heart racing.

I never thought that I would wonder if I am loved.

Unknown, uncertain, unseen.

Smiles and laughter make me more certain.

Happy, blissful, over the moon.

Soon after I wonder was that all me searching?

Skin crawling, Eyes darting, me starting to fall

I ask petals to tell me if our love is real.

lost feeling, heart reeling, waiting to hear

One falls, then another, weighted with a question.

They blow with the wind and take with them answers.

Answers that I will never know.