God, puh-lease

Do you know what happened?

I went online and met a person and a few months later he asked me if I could be his heart and I said yes and then I loved him so much and he loved me too and he said I made him happy when he was sad and he was always sad except when he was with me so I was so grateful that I got to meet him and save him because now he was my saving grace too and I was so happy to be with someone who truly loved me and cared about me and then three months later he just goes like "can we not be soulmates anymore?" and I keep on the happy facade and reply "of course, if that's what's best for you" and two months later my friends know nothing and think I'm still hearts with a boy I've never met but now I still look forwards to August 30th because then I have an excuse to love this excuse of a person who hates himself and hates everyone around him but I love him anyways and I can't do anything about it.

God, my life is weird.