Who Am I ?
I have not written anything for so long. I lie when I say I do. Does that make me a liar?
I live by the hope of writing something new, not just rephrasing the same thoughts.
I forgot about this website and this account. And here I am now, here again.
I lost count of the years. four? five?
My heart is warm. I like it that I found my way back to different memories, to a time I nearly folded away. I can get very forgetful.
These Kind of challenges, I wish they were word limited.
I hate to have all the time and all the words possible and fail.
But aren’t we all bound to fail answering such questions?
I’d have to read and reread myself to polish it, I find my self fashioning a newer one.
I try to be as true as I can: I am what my people see me. I am what I am to them.
I wouldn’t like it neither. I am not just a continuim of opinions and significance.
I am a stand-alone oeuvre.
All of the great expectations, all of the high hopes.
I am all of the adjectives one can decribe himself with.
No. I fear I fall for vanity.
I am all of the adjectives and none of the adjetives.
Thus, I’ll surely draw my self in a darker or lighter shade.
I am a wanna be euridite, I mastered a methodology of thinking.
What I am is a human being. What is a human being?
Phases, we define it by phases, Biology, Philosophy, Sociology, Psychology..
I am phases and phases of science. Each phase unlocks a phase.
It does not matter how deep you dig into knowledge, I am still not just a Human Being.
I am more. I am more significant that just bone and blood. ah, Vanity.
Who
are
you?
What a darling question to fret over, to wake the soul that wept itself to sleep.
I am a girl, a 21 year old girl. I am a Law student. Sometimes I forget that I am a Law student, but I tend to forget a lot. Sometimes I wish I was an Art student and sometimes I am just too proud for being a law student.
I
am the shadow of something bigger.
I
am pending.
I
am here. I am here and it makes me feel something beautiful.
I don’t know if it is hapiness, or if it will last for long or if I will, here. But I am here, not just in this website fooling my self for a long white-bearded philosopher. But in the world, I am here, in the world and is that not enough to be sure of?