shower thoughts

have you ever fallen out of love with yourself? the most heartbreaking heart break of all - looking at yourself and not remembering who it was that let you know your heart was on fire. for something. anything. do you ever wish to remember what made you who you are? the things, thoughts, feelings, that are (were) so inextricably intertwined with your soul that you never imagined losing the feeling of floating when a cool spring wind kissed your cheek “hello.” do you wish to remember the taste of the mountain coffee that made you so incredibly in awe of being alive that words began to dance between your ears, begging to be brought into eternity by your favorite black ink pen? do you miss her? i do. the wind’s hello is muted now - just, too cold.