Letters to B, don’t leave me please

I've been there, I've wanted to let go so bad. I've wanted to finally have the demons stop and be free. only then when I was contemplating my life did I realize how much the people around me truly mattered. even the people I don't care for, life is so precious. filled with pain, yes undeniably it can be unbearable at times, but you are so strong. you are such an inspiration to me! you've been through so much and never once have you ever stumbled in front of a crowd. taking your life would only inflict so much more pain on those around you. I wouldn't know what to do without you, you have become such a rock to me. always there's no matter what. I am so sorry I wasn't there for you when you tried to take your life, but always always always know that if you took your life, you'd take my heart and soul; you've become a sister to me and I don't want to say goodbye to someone so special and so beautiful. you have such an amazing soul, you brighten people's days without even knowing it.

- Don't Leave Me Please