I wish I never woke up

I was looking up to the ceiling. Where am I?

I see a doctor. I want to scream, saying that I am awake, but I can't. They will start the surgery, and my silent screams can't stop them!

I wake up sweating and so confused, but there is no bed. There is an ugly smile, and a voice saying: "You woke up finally. We will have a good time."