Wasted

Wasted years spent on a person you loved with all your heart and soul. You trusted this person. They turned your love into hate to gone. Married to a narcissistic vampire who used you for his supplemental needs. Creating a mirage of beauty people think they see. That he's the perfect husband and your the fool. Finally, coming to grip's with the truth that he never loved you like you loved him anyway. The proof is in the pudding to how he treats you. Giving you every excuse in the book to why he's not wearing his wedding ring (wore mine's faithfully). "Not anymore." Hurt's like hell because you gave it your all. He striped everything from you that you live in this gray area. You see through all the bullshit now. You don't try anymore nor do you care what the outcome will be. Every-time you see his face you wish you could erase that day and wish you never ment him at all. Just frustrating as hell being married to someone you use to love.