Self

my reflection has never seem so distorted. there was a time when I looked in the mirror and believed I had stolen the body and life of someone else. that if someone else was in my shoes my body, my mind, and my life would truly belong to them in way it never belonged to me. there was a time when I refused to spend time in mind in fear of my self catching up with me. then in glorious destruction that nearly lead to defeat i couldn't controll she caught me. i am me to the best of my ability. i don't love or hate myself any less but when i look in the mirror i look at myself.