I tried so hard to escape,

Escape an empty feeling.

I numbed my body from all that I was concealing. Hurting from the past, desperately trying to forget.

So I decided to put myself into a different mindset.

I wanted to feel free and alive,

I was on a merry go round trying to survive.

The years passed so fast, now everything’s a blur.....Fuck, I was only trying to forget the past.

Now there’s nothing to numb my mind and soul,

I feel as tho I’m sitting in a deep dark hole.

Relearning to find some pleasure, it’s not as easy as you think.

Especially when your flying high on the cloud that’s so pink.

Slick tries to come in and take back control.

Don’t let him in to regain your soul.

Hold on tight, he pops up when you least expect it.

This time around use that good wit.

Push him away and down,

’Cause I’m not turning back into that fake ass clown.