My wish

I wish...

What do I wish for? It seems like there is so much, but I don't know where to begin.

Do I wish for the earth? For global warming to be stopped, or world peace, or to end world hunger? It's probably the right thing to do, but am I willing to let go of this opportunity? That is, assuming this wish comes true.

Perhaps I wish for my most selfish desire, but what even is that? My future? How can I wish for something I don't even know?

No, I think I wish to feel normal. To not feel so paranoid about things I know aren't true. To not feel like I'm about to throw up after one bite of food. To not have to count everything, to not have such a problem with texture, to not be in pain for no fucking reason. I wish, more than anything, to just be normal.

But that's all it is; a wish.