when i miss you most

I miss you most in the mornings. I wake up, and there is sunshine flickering into the room, and I can hear birds singing, and I wish you were waking up next to me. I want to start my days with you.

Or maybe I miss you most when I’m outside - listening to new music, looking at fresh, blooming flowers, wondering if you would find them pretty, too. I want to share all the things I find beautiful with you.

I also might miss you most when I’m feeling goofy, and I want to dance around to no music and sing off tune, as loudly as I can. Because whenever I want to laugh with someone, I want to laugh with you.

I could also miss you most in the middle of the night. In those moments where I filter in and out of dreams, and I wake up just for a few seconds, automatically wondering where you are. How much I wish to be next to you and close to you, feel your skin on mine.

When I am happy, you make my happiness even sweeter. When I’m sad, all I want is a hug from you. I just want to be with you.