I’m amused with myself

I can't cry when i fall down and get injured.

I can't cry when I pick myself up I cycle back home with an open wound on my knee.

I can't cry when water hits the raw skin even if it stings like heck.

I can't cry when my best friends betray me or leave me.

BUT I CRY WHILE WATCHING A CLICHÉ EMOTIONAL ROM COM.

like legit, cry and cry until my eyes are puffy and red and i use up all the tissues

WHAT EVEN?