“Have You Decided What You’re Going to Wear?”

She asked me one day if I had decided what I was going to wear to prom.

I told her I did. That was true, I had decided when I was still dating Maddie. I was still gonna stick with it, as I always

wanted to rock black and red.

Looking back on it's rather weird; we were indeed on the topic of prom, but it still felt out of nowhere, like it had been on her mind for whatever reason.

This feeling, continuing to look back on it, was heightened when my sister told me that she mentioned that she was going to take me to prom, despite my sister not really asking about prom.

I'm a bit torn. She is in a relationship. She told me she felt torn about said relationship and never elaborated. She talks about her girlfriend every day. She seems more flirtatious with me.

Maybe, just maybe, I'm just being myself again. You know, the one that overanalyzes one thing she said in a conversation.

Or maybe, just maybe, she does still love me. And she is still afraid of hurting me.

I love her.