Hey, It’s Crowded In Here!

The loudest one in the group is Mimic, the best singer ever. She can copy any person's voice after listening to their song and repeat it for hours on end. She tends to get attached to certain parts of songs, and doesn't intend on letting go until she gets tired of them.

Another noisy fellow is Snicket. They're the one telling me what this says now, and changes their voice to match anyone that we read about (right now it's just my own voice). But when we're not reading, they also tend to iterate certain lines from books or subtitled anime that we've already seen, or just add commentary to daily life.

Danky is both my most and least favorite voice. Regardless of whether it's a good or bad time, he makes me laugh by shouting out the dumbest things. He just mentioned right now that I could accidentally copy and paste fanfiction instead of my DBQ as my AP exam and confuse the judges, something that I truly hope doesn't happen (as funny as it may seem).

I occasionally hear the voices of OCs that I haven't put onto paper. Right now, I have quite a few quoting Tiktoks that we've seen or acting out the same scenes over and over again. I can name about five new characters, the rest of this invisible cast not even having names yet. Until I can get over my writer's block with their worlds, they will stay in my head.

Most of the problematic ones don't really have "voices", per se. Anxiety just shakes me up and blurs my vision at the worst times, and Doubt just adds question marks to all of my other voices' dialogues. L'appel du vide, my intrusive thoughts, only jump out when Mimic stops singing for too long (so, rarely). The same can be said for Insecurity, but they're able to shout over the noise at their very worst.

It's hard to put something so abstract into words, but here it goes: While they are probably more folks dancing around my mind, it's hard to say if they're all different voices or just the same group that can make different impressions, depending on my mood.