Classic Ice Breaker

I've worked too hard to align my morals, educate myself, and earn my reputation, no matter how small. My privilege, my peers, and any opportunities that have crossed my path are not unique to me, but they are valuable. And if you listen to the people you envied or the people you pitied, the people who you think would or wouldn't be worth becoming, you'd be surprised how much you can understand different shoes without lacing them up yourself. The grass is always greener or whatever, but how do you remind yourself to appreciate that you have grass at all? Would I gamble what I am now for a chance to experience a different life?

No. I can't guarantee that the next person I become has the same determination and integrity that I taught and trained into myself. I'm already an asshole, the least I can do is keep it contained and under control. I wouldn't risk trading my chaotic neutral for someone who could do worse damage.

But if it wasn't so random? I already have my top 3 choices, in order.