Mine Lying

I don't wanna hear that "where were you when I was-" I was behind you

telling you to stop, telling you it was time to go, and who else stayed behind

with you besides yours truly?

I only ever lied to you to protect you, because I couldn't trust any of your other- new-

friends to be honest with you, and then you sought their manipulative opinions

and traded in yours truly.

If I am not important outside of your emergencies, don't call me when you're drunk, don't call me when you're high, don't call me when you're in trouble, don't call me your friend because I am not yours, truly.

Don't accuse me of being bitter and unwelcoming when you used me, didn't get what you wanted, and then tried to get everyone else to pin it on me when you knew

those faults were yours, truly.

How else could you expect it to come back after

every wave if it was never yours, truly?