aftertaste of your poison words: lies, lies, lies all they were
lies, lies, lies.
freshly picked lies you handed me-
wrapped in sickly sweet promises &
loving, sugary clarity; tell me, was your
intention to hurt me or control me? 'cause
after eating your bittersweet words, i
can no longer feel anything.
lies, lies, lies.
is all i can think now, when you
run across my mind. perhaps, if i
knew early on, i could've stopped you.
yes, yes, yes.
you told me,
names are a dangerous reality.
but that didn't
stop me from asking for a taste of
yours: went down easily once you
gave it to me, didn't turn toxic 'till
i began digesting everything with it.
yes, yes, yes.
savory plans painted our midnight,
stars acting like flashlights as we made
shadow puppets with our hands interlaced
& held up in the sky.
lies, lies, lies.
your words then were,
darling, we can last a lifetime.
at last, you broke my protective walls,
so damn easily. but now that it all comes
crashing down, the poison spreading so
my heart's slowly dying; yes, yes, yes
i hate you now that i, realized i once loved
you & wanted to last a lifetime.