It’s mine.
I’ve been thinking about you lately
As yet another guy decides I’m not his baby.
It reminds me of the times
That you were there to dry my eyes,
When I couldn’t admit I wanted you to save me.
But if you lived alone,
How would those nights have gone?
If you spoke the truth,
Would I have gone to you?
If you kissed me that night
We almost let ourselves touch that line...
But all this idle speculation’s just one-sided.
And every chance you never took-
The ones where I saw that look-
The blame is not just yours, it’s mine.
I don’t know why I didn’t say
That I always knew you felt that way,
Or how I convinced myself
That I didn’t want anything else
But a friend who I thought would always stay.
If you lived alone,
How would those nights have gone?
If you spoke the truth,
Would I have gone to you?
If you kissed me that night
We almost let ourselves touch that line...
But all this idle speculation’s just one-sided.
And every chance you never took-
The ones where I saw that look-
The blame is not just yours, it’s mine.
When I think about you it makes me sad
’Cause I know it didn’t have to end like that.
If I’d known you wouldn’t wait forever
Or trusted we could stay together,
I wouldn’t be here feeling so bad,
Missing everything we should have had.
If you lived alone,
How would those nights have gone?
If you spoke the truth,
Would I have gone to you?
If you kissed me that night
We almost let ourselves touch that line...
I wish I could go back in time.
Maybe then, I wouldn’t think I had to hide
How much I wanted to make you mine.