A Cold and Warm World

Hello ladies and gentlemen. I'm honored to be on this stage to speak to the world. Now, I'm not really much of an extroverted individual, but lets just say that I gained motivation to go through with this. This part of my life was just dropped onto my lap before I could realize what was going on. I mean, this is really the first time something easy has ever happened to me. I wanted so much to let the world know who I am because I always thought I was going to be a nobody. The reason for this thought to live in my mind is that nothing was ever easy for me in my life. Yes, most famous people have rough lives and many even go through near death experiences, but I just felt like life didn't even want me to go anywhere. I procrastinated for a chunk of my life and avoided getting a driver's license and a job until the last moment, so you can say that karma was striking, but even before those times in my life, I couldn't even do a project without having to balance a lot of stuff. My parents would try their best to help me, but there was only so much they could do. The internet is so vast that I could never really find the answer to my problems. My introverted attitude led to me having no friends to turn to at all when I had a problem. So go on and accuse me for sounding selfish with this statement, but if I was to ask any of the gods from all religions to make my life easier, I would pray for that wish to come true. Sometimes life seems so hard that I would contemplate leaving this life since it seemed like there was no way for me to go forward. A large reason why I could never go through with such an action is that my funeral would cost a lot of money which would just become a problem for everybody I leave behind. There are many people out there that have lives worse than mine where they must fight to survive and steal to have a future, but I am always asking myself why I feel like I'm always facing a wall. Is it just because I'm living a middle class life that I can never get one easy thing to happen to me? I'm sorry, but if that is the case than life is just a mess that would not be worth living. Thank you for your time ladies and gentlemen.