Missing Pieces

Scattered puzzle pieces all around, are there missing pieces, they can't be found.

Are my eyes overlooking you like so many other things, due to a neuro flair going on in my brain.

Where are the pieces I need a few of you, just to get through the day, where are the pieces; there's symptoms that are new.

This puzzle I realize will never be complete, the missing pieces aren't my wonky eyes, neuro flairs, or even the non ability to get out of this chair.

Where are the pieces that I really need today just so I can walk and for once feel unafraid. I need those pieces to do the little things, be able to stand upright without fear of taking a nose dive flight.

Where are the pieces to my neurological system, the ones that make the bodily fire, pain, buzzing and zaps stop because people don't listen.

Where are all the pieces to this puzzle I can't seem to find, the one's that make the cancer and clots go away, the one's that I need to stop my rapid decline.

I need these pieces so people will finally stop judging me for everything I'm not. Lazy, crazy, over reacting and lost!

Where are those pieces so I can quit hating my life and what I've become, just another medical statistic deemed mental and shunned!

Dear Lyme puzzle; I would like my life back please, but also for other's to get it most importantly! Until, the pieces are found; my greatest fear is being stuck just where I am!