leave it leave it here (all of it)
hot breath crowding before
wrenching away quickie blurry shadow leaving only
blue hickies and purple stains splattered across states
disoriented and pressed against walls us torn apart like
the arrow tore through achille’s heel you
pressing the ball of tongue against the granite breast
pebbles pinched gut our vocal chords scream scream and leave again like a
storm you only pull downwards and haha
ha i will laugh i will laugh i will
split you open please don’t resist
convulse in the fever dream and i breathe you out
stutter shudder and see just like that you’re
gone again
pull those eyelids apart apart spread wide and pop the
redness from those irises a
stream of cherry follows my footsteps pecking poking at my
achilles heel again that is to say are you in
pain? but even you’re here
upper face obscured by the shadows of love can only see that
gaping pink mouth gasping around
your little sorrow pool and choke and choke on it
hope for it hot tears burn parts of my cheeks off bitter
bone i have long since met your demons
rip your limbs from that bruised bruised torso mine
and i have let them take parts of me too and i can only
embrace you through this agony who is it who is the one
torturing you afraid of the answer i want to be
destroyed by you and you only so i
loop my broken arms around your neck again and
pull close pull close again
pull close pull close again