leave it leave it here (all of it)

hot breath crowding before

wrenching away quickie blurry shadow leaving only

blue hickies and purple stains splattered across states

disoriented and pressed against walls us torn apart like

the arrow tore through achille’s heel you

pressing the ball of tongue against the granite breast

pebbles pinched gut our vocal chords scream scream and leave again like a

storm you only pull downwards and haha

ha i will laugh i will laugh i will

split you open please don’t resist

convulse in the fever dream and i breathe you out

stutter shudder and see just like that you’re

gone again

pull those eyelids apart apart spread wide and pop the

redness from those irises a

stream of cherry follows my footsteps pecking poking at my

achilles heel again that is to say are you in

pain? but even you’re here

upper face obscured by the shadows of love can only see that

gaping pink mouth gasping around

your little sorrow pool and choke and choke on it

hope for it hot tears burn parts of my cheeks off bitter

bone i have long since met your demons

rip your limbs from that bruised bruised torso mine

and i have let them take parts of me too and i can only

embrace you through this agony who is it who is the one

torturing you afraid of the answer i want to be

destroyed by you and you only so i

loop my broken arms around your neck again and

pull close pull close again

pull close pull close again