Things Purple

I thought about you last night

While I was trying not to think

I thought about your life

And what it has to do with me

I thought about a long time ago

When I had long pretty hair

I talked too much

I drank too much

But you fell in love

You didn't seem to care

I thought about after we had split

You had found another girl

Late at night

I would dance for you

Wearing purple colored heels

You would leave

Before the sun came up

After all of my clothes

Had come off

I would sit and watch

The sunrise

Alone,

Feeling sad

Like I had lost

I thought about you last night

While I was trying not to think

I thought about the day you moved

Away from SLC

We hadn't spoke

Or fought

Or fucked

In a month

Or

Maybe more

I was asleep when you came in

You shut my bedroom door

I remember waking up to you

I remember you were sweet

We smoked and sat

Just for a bit,

Then you said good bye to me

I wasn't in the best of shape

I was living life

In too many

Days awake

I looked like death

All over bones

But you still kissed me

On my face

I cried after you left that day

I had no tears

While you were close

The reason behind your visit

Meant I was important,

I supposed

I thought about you last night

While i was trying not to think

Sometimes the prettiest moments

Confuse me about what I need

There is something in your

Nonchalance

That drives me to perform

You have always been the one

Who I write all of my songs for

You never tell me that I'm

Beautiful

But I feel it in your kiss

But you look at me

Still, so damn afraid

To call it what it is