one hour is enough time for 3600 i love you’s

okay

one hour

sixty minutes

that’s not a lot

not enough time to

rewatch my favorite movie

relisten to my favorite album

not enough time to

fly to baltimore

i guess i should call her huh

spend my last hour with someone

i actually love

but my mom wouldn’t like that

something about

“family comes first” i guess

i’m just bummed that it’s only an hour

a day, sure

i can cope with that

i would be able to fly to baltimore

and hug her one last time

and kiss her for the first time

i’d be able to listen to hawaii: part ii

and watch the princess bride

and ride a motorcycle

and get a tattoo

i’d bleach my hair

and dye it rainbow

and shave my head

just cause it’s my last day

and i’m getting cremated so whatever

oh, i’d make plans for my funeral,

making sure it’d be as dramatic

and non-boring

and athiest as possible

i’d visit my best friend’s cats one last time

and stroke their fur

and pull her into a hug

but for one hour?

sixty minutes?

i’ll just

call my girlfriend

eat some ramen

say goodbye

and i love you