played.

my thoughts. her thighs. he read between the lines. kiss her. kiss me. why can’t i breathe.

anger is filling my lungs with every inhale getting deeper and deeper with my blood boiling.

love isn’t real. lies upon lies. until my feelings slowly die out into numbness.

your the best actor i’ve ever met bc you can make me belive you care. you deceive my thoughts making me believe you weren’t like the others. turns out your knife was the sharpest. your blade cut the deepest. you say goodbye but it’s far from over. i can’t think. talk. look at anyone else with thoughts of you pouring into my pathetic mind. why. why. why