First

I’ve never had my first kiss. I came close twice but I wasn’t ready and the second was with a douchebag... But he never kissed me, thank God.

But the way I hope my first kiss goes... I want it to be with my boyfriend, my only real boyfriend, PolarBear228. We’ve been dating 31 months as of today. But we haven’t gotten eto ever kiss because we’re long distance (for now).

So how do I imagine it?

I imagine it’s our first time being with each other. Someone is filming us because why the hell not. Well, I hug him and bury my face in his chest and relax (something nearly impossible for me as I’ve always been a naturally tense person). He’ll embrace me tightly and his hand will get tangled in my hair and finally, he’ll hook his finger under my chin and tilt my hea back so I’m looking at him and he’ll kiss me. A soft, tender kiss full of love and joy. I’ll probably freeze and have no idea what to do but eventually I’ll kiss him back while I’m smiling like an idiot and I’ll lean into the kiss and he’ll cup my face in his hands and then pull away leaving barely an inch of space between us and he’ll stroke my cheeks with his thumbs and whisper something softly like I love you or your nose is so cold. And I’ll grab his wrists and depending on what he says I may kiss him... or I’ll stick my freezing cold nose on the bare skin of his neck.

Then later, we’ll find out that whoever filmed us, actually got our kiss on camera. I’ll go back and pause it at the perfect moment and then screenshot it and get it printed out and after we’re married (which we’ll most likely be married in like a year to 2.5 years) it’ll be hung up on our wall and with it, a picture of us at our wedding. And then I’ll buy clocks and put the hands at the times they were taken (If I remember) and eventually, I’ll paint “Moments when time stood still” and photos of our children at birth will go there too with their own clocks.