Everything Is Fake (I made this so it would only be sang in Japanese, please don’t judge)

Hey tell me,

Tell me, what kind of life do you want, I’ll grant it

Trapped in a lonely cage; my feelings remain locked away

I step out into the cold world wearing a fake smile like everybody else

Why does everyone hide their feelings?

Answer me with that fake mask of yours! 

Hey, answer me, don’t look at me like that

Everyone’s masks are screwed tightly onto their faces so they don’t fall, as they go around living a fake life

I’m resting alone in my empty lonesome bed again,

My mask slipping off,

Looking at my sullen eyes in the mirror, I put on a pained smile

What will become of me when  tomorrow comes?

Everything is fake! Your smiles, your laughter, even words that you don’t have in your heart

This world smashes into pieces like glass, my heart twisted into the same as everybody else’s

Denying my own wishes, I end up as the same as everyone else

It hurts, it hurts!

Just once more, let’s live in a real world

How long do I have to do this? When can this just end?                              

This rotten game of life that’s supposed to be a blessing!

“Fake everything,” the number one rule in this dark world

The fake people in the streets with their fake words that have no feeling in it

Just what am I living for?

God, please listen to my little request,

Can you please free me from this world?

I walked past the hallway, slumping against the wall

Is this a curse?

What did I do to deserve this kind of punishment, I wonder

I wonder  

‘Just live’

These words so easy to say, but so hard to do

Hey, can we go to the afterlife together? 

Is it alright if I smile for real when that time comes? 

True justice is served when we all die, and pass on

I just wanted to live in a kind world

Don’t let go of my cold hand, please

You’re the only light I can hold onto 

Can I do it?

No, I’m just a coward who can’t end their own life

Who will save me from this life of hell?

Nobody.

I slump against the steel bars of this cage called, ‘Life’

Hey, it’s fine, just leave me like everybody else

I know I’m just a burden to you, just throw me away!

Stop coaxing me with those coated fake kind words

My wings torn to pieces, only you can fly away,

I’ll just stay in this fake world, until my time comes, please smile at me with that fake mask of yours

You walk away wordlessly until I was left in the dark again

Who else will leave me?

It hurts, it hurts 

Demons just devour me and my sins already

Come towards the clapping of hands, my caged and tortured life ends

People applaud for the fake show titled my life

I fall down, dead, with a geniune smile

Will I be able to live in a kind world in my next life

I wonder?