I’m Crying

Fight or flight,

That’s all I do.

Sitting in the bathroom.

I feel so overwhelmed.

My heart hurts.

My eyes burn.

The pain of my present stings.

I want to disappear.

I want to not be here.

Plainly

I desire to die.

A fresh delete.

Game over.

I am about to just give up.

Give it all up.

This suffering isn’t fun.

I used to think I deserved it,

But now it’s become something dangerous.

I could do it any day now.

Just float away and never be found.

I don’t care.

I don’t.

Really, I don’t.

Not anymore.

Not now.

Nothing.

I’m dwindling.

I’m dissolving.

Hurry and say bye to me

Because tomorrow you won’t see me.