Regrets
I wish I had done something sooner.
I wish that she were stronger.
I wish I had the power to make that moment in time last longer.
I wish I were smarter.
I wish I knew what needed to be said.
Maybe If I did, then my sister would not be dead.
I wish I told her not to go.
I wish I told her sooner that her "friends" were no good.
I wish I could've told her that that needle does more than just "set a mood"
I wish I could've been there.
I wish there was a god that would show me how to atone.
Maybe if I did, I'd feel less bad that they found her all alone.
I wish they didn't.
I wish I didn't think about these things still.
I wish we could go back to the days of racing on the hill.
I wish I couldn't feel responsible.
I wish the weight would be lifted from my heart.
Maybe if it did, the rest of my life could start.