love...again....

Dear lover,

How excited am I to have my heart touched by you! How will you touch me? Will your fingers create a trap around my soul and hide me away from myself? Will you beat me into obedience? Will you make me learn what I need to in a trial by fire? Will you see me as a source for what you need? These have been a handful of my experiences so far, and so I am rightfully wary of love. I love loving though, I love romance. I will fall time and time again. I will fall hard and I will fall far. I just want to feel a connection with someone on a soul level, and I want to feel that way with many people. Sex is a shortcut to this closeness, one that I have used to often and too intensely. I'm taking a step back now from the romantic kinds of love. Taking a breath and learning to love myself as intensely as I love others. I could love you too. Give me a chance to love you, give me a chance to know you?

Respectfully,

Brigid Faye