Shattered

I go on into the world,

With a broken smile,

Trying to live a life of happiness,

With a fake smile,

I pretend its all okay,

You hurt me,

And I stood back and watched,

I've given up,

On trying to make things alright,

It looks like you've given up too,

On trying to do better,

I used look at you with a smile,

Now all I see is lies.

The worlds not perfect,

I know,

Could have at least tried,

I know its hard,

But you need to know,

What you've done,

Has started to shatter me,

You never looked back,

Never said sorry,

Kept living a life of lies.

I thought would change,

I guess that was a lie,

I lost faith,

In you,

Can you fix this?

I don't know,

You've shattered me,

You know,

Seeing me in pain,

Gives you no discomfort,

And we both know,

My life doesn't matter,

To you.

Live your life with no remorse,

And I'll live mine,

With darkness,

I'll find another,

someday,

But knowing you,

Gave me damage,

Gave me knowledge,

On who I can trust.

So thank you,

For shattering me,

Showing your true colors,

I've changed,

But you wouldn't know,

Are you alone?

I'm not anymore,

I've found happiness,

Once again,

But its true,

True happiness,

I smile and smile true.

You've shattered me,

But I needed to be shattered.

written November 21st, 2016

age: 13