Abuser
You can slit my wrists
You can fuck me like a dog
I cannot resist
I'm calling out to God
Beat me with your belt
You know I love the pain
Everything you've felt
You know that we're the same
I can dye my hair
And I can change the way I talk
This life, it isn't fair
There's anger in my walk
I'm addicted to destruction
I'm obsessed with being yours
I'll make a big production
I'll open all my doors
You can slap my ass
You can rape me in my sleep
I'm two letters short of "class"
And my price is very steep
Prepared for desecration
A ritual of guilt
This tasty fornication
My flower starts to wilt
You can kiss to suffocate
You can pierce me with your blade
You're continuing to penetrate
I'm the monster you have made
Don't forget to bite me
I'm yours to do as you well pleaseĀ
You'll hold off just to spite me
And then I'll beg you, on my knees
I can dress in layers
I can fool you with a lie
This life, it isn't fair
You are born & then you die
I'm addicted to self-medicating
I'm obsessed with playing dumb
And in turn, with all this copulating
I'm merely left with feeling numb
Bloody, bruised, & broken
I'm half of who I was
Another female token
Another lost cause
Tear me open with your bare hands
Chew me up & spit me out
Suck me down into your quicksand
Fuck my mind with selfish doubt
Beat me with your belt
You know I love the pain
Everything you've felt
You know that we're the same