Goodbye, my love.

I am not good at things like this. Expressing myself, letting people in, talking about my feelings... It's hard for me.

But, I know how much it would mean to know that I did it for you.

So, I want you to know that I am incredibly sad. I am heartbroken. I want you to know that I miss you every single day, and I wish I could have told you more clearly in life how much you meant to me.

I failed you.

You needed someone and I wasn't there. I didn't let you know that you were cherished, and now it is too late.

Even though you're gone and you cannot hear me anymore, I will say it now.

You are an amazing human. You make me laugh until my sides are sore. You make my life just a little lighter, just by being in it. You are loved and missed and adored. You are precious to me.

I hope you can see that now, wherever you are. Because you left us too soon. You left before we had the chance to tell you. But, it's true.

I'm sorry we failed you. I'm sorry that the world was cruel. I'm just sorry.

There will never be enough words to express how wonderful you were, and I'm sorry for how tragically I am failing to capture it, but you were wonderful.

You were one of the good ones.

Goodbye, my love. I hope whatever world you're in now is a kinder one than the one you left behind.