Doors or windows

I’d pick windows.

Maybe I’d regret that but

I’m too tired to think about the thought of what I’d think after having thought which I’d have chosen.

Is it interesting that my thought is that I need windows because I need light but if I had only doors I could leave to go outside and see it?

Light has such power.

Or is it darkness that pulls the strings?

For me, the hero is light and the darkness, the villain.

But if I’m honest, I know they’re both one in the same. I know they’re both me.