Sleep
I want to write a song, but I should be in bed
But as I lie here, these thoughts just bounce through my head
Telling me to pour my heart out
Write down how I feel, release the anger I have with myself out with a shout
Take a blade and stab myself in the chest
Lie on the ground, blood spewing out, you know the rest
Just a metaphor, I'd never do it
Killing my mistakes and ridding my bad habits
Hoping to God that yesterday was my last relapse
But I've hoped that hundreds of times in the past
I hate that I've fallen back down this path
WHY WON'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE
sometimes i just want to go home
I wish I could restart
Stop my heart, watch this life fall apart
Wake up again in my mother's arms
Brand new, fresh to this world
A child who doesn't even know a word
I'll miss the friends and decisions I've made along the way
But to rid myself of this, I'm sorry to say
Would be the best thing that happened to me
I just want to be free
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Now let's hope no one sees this because it kind of sucks