And I sometimes hope you

think of me

I hope I litter your thoughts

and the curves of my face

give you migraines

ones that chop deep

into your skull

like a axe that is

far too dull

I hope you wish for nightmares

ones of

ones of monsters that kill

and steal

because the dreams of me

are far too real

To be completely honest

it hurts me more than you

could know

to hate you

but loving you,

loving you is like pain unimaginable

a pain I know

far too well