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Soon as my Brain grew Big Enough to understand the Concept, I became obsessed with Spiritual Truth.
Read all the "Holy Books", then move on to Philosophy and Ethics; and eventually into Metaphysics.
My Favorite by far was and is the Dhammapada; a collection of Quotes from the one and only Buddha.
All the rest of (it) is propaganda.
I studied that book Intensely for six months; reading it several times a day, usually in a very hot bath, in between doing yoga and calisthenics, while eating only two coconuts a day.
That guy was a Genius.
Right around that time, YouTube came out, and soon there were videos incorporating first the Solfeggio Frequencies, based on sacred geometry, then Mantras and Subliminal Messages, then programs to author your own, like Subliminal Flash.
Years later, there were, and are now, hundreds of videos available, with all manner of Instructions, Techniques, and Tools for self development, spiritual mastery, and Astral Projection, aka OBE.
One night, when the "stars" were "right"; meaning the Alignments of the Planets, the Moon, and the Earth (to the Sun) created the Possibility; I "spontaneously" (without intention) Projected into a strange room...
The Bedroom of a Couple who had hurt me very much; intentionally, with Malice and Forethought. Who had Tried to ruin my life. Who I had every reason to Hate and Despise; not for what they "did to me", but for what they are -were.
I realize now, that it was the same day, the same alignment of Earth and Sun, and the same Lunar Aspect, as the day they convinced an entire "Christian Church" full of malicious lying hypocrites, to Pray Earnestly -for My Destruction...
The very Definition of Black Magic.
I looked at the gaudy furnishings, the idealized family portrait, and the Cross on the Wall. I thought, "these Pigs make that Cross a sickening Fraud"- and it Fell to the Floor.
They were apparently Dead Drunk, and took no notice of this Sign...
Nor did they notice the Masked Figure on the porch, who quickly picked the lock, silently opened the French Door, and slipped inside their Home.
It looked at the Cross on the Floor.
So did I.
It occurred to me that if that, or something like it, happened Now, it Might wake Them; but would Surely startle (him) perhaps "saving" them.
Saving them from their Karma; from their opportunity to learn from, to pay for, their (to be generous) "Mistake".
Saving them to wreak more havoc, hurt more people, spread more lies, and to continue to dig their own spiritual graves so deep it would take a thousand lives in Hell to get even...
I thought about that old, Brilliant Saying, attributed to various unknown sages; a Tenet of Buddhism; "Save a person's Life and you Become Responsible for it".
For what They Do with it.
They died Horribly...
I slept like a baby.
Still do.