hope.

i remember you telling me how broken you’d be if you ever lost me. you’d cry and tell me how you wouldn’t be able to live in a world without me. well, i hope you’re as wrecked as you said you would be. i hope you spend every waking moment of your life regretting ever letting me go. i hope guilt eats you up inside and you can’t even hear my name without dying a little inside. i hope every little thing you ever loved is ruined because they all remind you of me and how much you fucking hurt me. i hope you never forget that this was all your fault and you lose sleep over all the shit you put me through. i hope the memory of us taunts your every move and you never forgive yourself for what you did to me. i hope you never live your life the same ever again now that i’m gone.