Tears of my dad
From when i got my mind to analyse surrounding ,till now ,i feel that i am the happiest person only with my family of three ,my mom ,dad and me ,especially with my dad. A short memory of my childhood ,i want to share with you.....
I was about 5years old . my dad and me went out morning walk to a field full of small green grasses like a mat.
My dad increased his speed and the tiny me ,who was trying to defeat my dad ,also tried to increase my speed with those short legs with the futile intention of competition .
The result , after 1 minute of run ,i accidentally fall on the grass flat by my face. My father just stood infront of me and observed me . He didn't have the slightest intention to help me . i felt wrong . first of all i fall because of that stupid competition with him,i didn't win and then now he was standing there without helping me. I felt like crying . i was not injured but my knees hurt a little bit . But i felt like he doesn't love me anymore. A 5 year's old child with a big head thought of this only reason and then was upset for a day.
At 4pm after my school ended ,me and my friend Rosy were were coming from school by walking as we are neighbors. While walking with her i suddenly saw a bike was coming towards us with full speed . i also saw that bike was out of controll and didn't know how to avoid it with Rosy. I subconsciously pushed Rosy to the middle of the rode to avoid the accident as the bike was just rushing towars Rosy,i was a little step asid from it's path.
Thet bike crushed my legs and i with that bike fall in two different direction. But i felt the sharp pain in my left foot. The pain increased and i was crying loud . i don't know the process of the rode to hospital bed as my only focus was on the blood of my foot and pain from it.
With blurred eyes,full of tears , i saw a figure was running towards me. Whe i saw him ,my rears flew uncontrollably. I hugged his hand and cried again loud.
I saw a injection in doctor's hand and i again cried while resisting .
Slowly after the effect of injection i didn't felt pain so i stopped crying and saw those doctors treating my legs. Then i turned my eyes toward my dad and to my surprise i saw his red eyes with some tears. The 5years old me was confused that why my dad was crying. I asked "dad , where do you get hurt? Why are you crying? " the moment i saw those tears of my dad ,i forgot about my leg and trying to know why was my dad crying ? Super hero of my eyes ,now crying it means it most hurt a lot . my dad didn't say anything just hugged me and kissed my forehead.
Till then within 1 month, i didnt put my legs on the ground . He always carried me everywhere. From bed to toilet ,he was with me . i saw the careful attitude of my dad around me like he was guarding a doll of cly ,that will break if he would not be careful .
And now the 20 years me understand the position of me in my dad's heart. No 1. Those tears now reminded me how stupid i was back than. Now i am strong to withstand blows as he wished for me in that grassland and also he is always there whenever i need him .
I love him the most.
Love you dad.