What matters

What matters to us? Do we have any meaning to our lives, meaning to what we do .Do we have a purpose. These questions always lingered in my head. Time keeps moving forward as I sit still. I keep wondering what matters. Is it staying closed to the ones I love? or is it finding and persue what i love the most. What matters to me? why am I bothered by what will to others ?

Why are we supposed to be good, what is good in reality. our good might be evil for someone else. will it still be good? the distinguishing line between good and evil, who has drawn, was it us? if it was us, then it must be different for everyone. How do u justify good and evil then?....