Why must this be me?

You know those moments when you're so fucking angry? When you just want to throw something against the wall but you're too emotionally drained to even bawl?

That's me.

You know when people are constantly talking to you but you want someone random to say something to you out of the blue? To let them know they're thinking about you?

That's me.

You know those times when you want to breakdown? But you've already chosen to be lost and never be found?

That's me.

You know when people are telling you they care and that they'll always be there? But you know they're a bunch of liars and you're tired of being burned from other people's fires?

That's me.

There's nothing left in me

I'm lonely

I know no one can see

that they're destroying me