Leaving.

I'm really sad but it's not like it was,

It's not the anxiety or need of a buzz,

It's an empty sort of madness making me insane,

It feels as if my whole entire life's is a gigantic drain,

I can feel my soul literally wasting away 

and it's been getting worse every single day 

 I can see all my loved ones moving on without me

Maybe I can't and I'm just giving myself a reason to flee

But still, I ought to try and get out of these ruts

Instead of this endless depression that has me going nuts