Distance

It's frustrating, it's nights alone, with no phone call wondering 'why?' and 'where?'

It's distance 

It's agonizing, tossing and turning in your sleep with no one next to you to see 

It's distance.

It's entire days spent crying, it's hours spent trying, it's seconds that you feel like you're dying.

Distance.

Distance is something I know all too well, it's less of an idea and more of a hell. When you're so far away doing God knows, anything. 

I'm here, a mess.

Controlled by the stress