Writer’s Inadequacy

To expose oneself as a writer is to admit overthinking language, people, and moments. When a moment is good, a writer, in their own mind, tries to figure out how to describe it all. The chatter of others, the smell of pizza, the ridges in a waffle cone, just how would one accurately be able to document the moment! It's frustrating and worthy of the hair pulling writing induces. 

"A devout writer", you might think of someone with shaggy hair and a hunched back typing or scrawling away their thoughts during every waking moment, spitting out witty characters and developing magic worlds yet I'm nothing like this-except for the shaggy hair-and that fact alone leads to feelings of inadequacy. 

Published authors advise you write at every opportunity but who truly does that, I ask. It's difficult to get the right words in order just right so the reader sees what I do but to do that constantly is a hassle. Even now, this piece, unrevised, doesn't fully express my.... 

Frustration? Confusion? Inadequacy?