Tuh.

Welcome to my life.

A sob story in disguise.

A sad girl resides

Under a facade of happiness

Hidden by lies.

Tell me can you find

The pain lurking behind smiling eyes.?,

The gifted girl she cries

For lack of doing anything right.

Can't you see I'm fucking screaming out.???

There's no need to cuss and shout.

Cos believe you me your health is what I worry 'bout.

Mama., do you hear words uttered by my mouth.?

A fish out of water.,

Call me Ms. Fishy Trout.

Why don't you see.?

This shit right here is why I hate me.

I'm hateful., ungrateful., distasteful., unclean.

Filled with self loathing., doubt., envy., and greed.

Tell me do you see.?,

The really really real me.?

Cos that ain't who the fuck I wanna be.