Black and White

I killed my self every day, every moment, each second

I stopped doing all the things that I loved the most, 

I worked hard, stressed, not knowing what for

I slowly died

I couldn't recognize it was called suicide, 

I couldn't see how I was self destructive

I still don't know why I do it

But 

I now know how to love, 

I know what I love and what I don't, 

I'm starting to value love, since in past I didn't do so

I can see it's either or, 

It's black and white, there is no grey

It is life or death,

Value what you love, give time to it

Do it more and more as much as you can, 

Let it make you smile, and shine your eyes,

There is nothing more important you should live for..